Part One: East and West Beirut.
First year of law school was fun. I was going to the University of Saint Joseph situated on the border of the eastern side of Beirut. In 1985 Beirut was already divided in two parts.
Christians were on the eastern side of the capital and Muslims took the seaside part of Beirut, which was politically and strategically known as West Beirut. I was only 9 years old when the war started in Lebanon and I could hardly remember what the west side of the capital looked like. As a Christian, who was living on the east side, it was forbidden for me to go to the west side. I remember the last time I went to West Beirut, was in 1975 the day the war started. I was with my mom and dad, sister and brother, and it was like we had a feeling that something big was going to happen, so we all went for a last farewell. I remember that day, it was a Sunday, riding my dad yellow Buick Century, we went to the newly-opened Kentucky Fried Chicken on the seaside of the city. My mom was very fond of the gloves they gave us with each order. When we came back home, around 2:00 p.m., with our boxes loaded with greasy crispy chicken, there was already shooting on our streets and the borders have started to close.The first year of law school was certainly the beginning of freedom life for me; it was also the case for Nada.
Nada was a beautiful young lady whom I met in the amphitheatre of the university during a lecture about the Lebanese Constitution and the political systems in the world.
Nada and I were very much alike; we had the same height and shared the same love for adventure. Beside boys, we were very intrigued about what might be going on in the other side of the capital, in West Beirut, and we constantly spoke and fantasized about going there. “How are the people on the other side?” “Do they have shopping streets and beautiful cafés trottoirs where boys hang out?” “Do they look like us?”All we knew about West Beirut was the deadly gifts it send us every other month: the bombs. Those flying missiles went from, basic, to long-range, as years went by. Little we knew that the militia in our side of the capital was doing the same thing to the residents of West Beirut, bombing them ruthlessly, with more sophisticated arsenal, since our armaments provider was Israel and their supplier was the Soviet Union. Going to West Beirut was not only out of the question, it was very complicated for different reasons. No one would take the risk of loosing their life just to go to the other side of the city. For 10 years, each community learned to live independent, and self-sufficient, in their own part of the city. Young people, who grew up during the war, had only resentment about the people who lived on the other side. My mom and dad would constantly tell us stories about their wonderful Muslims friends whom they used to see before the war started, but it was so hard for me to imagine that those friends were in fact the same people living on the other side, where the enemy was.
So Nada and I, in our wildest adventure, had to discover on our own, what people really looked like in the other side of our city. When I think about it now after more than 24 years, I shiver at the idea of crossing the border to West Beirut, during the most heated war period.
But when you are 19 years old, I guess the adrenaline rush is the only thing that matter, and flirting with death was a game that Lebanese of my generation mastered early in our lives.The Plan
Ιt was a sunny day in Beirut, Nada and I decided to sneak out of the Civil Law class and meet at Gaston.
Gaston was a small café where all the students meet for a cheap cup of coffee or a croissant. The place was small and cozy, despite the stonewall décor. As small as it was, it used to somehow manage to contain all the students hiding away from the boring classes about law and regulation. It was extremely ironic to hear our professors talking thoroughly about the rule of law, when all we could witness, in our daily lives, was chaos, division and rules set by warlords.
After we ordered our one-dollar-cup of coffee, Nada started talking about going to West Beirut: “I heard that in West Beirut they have the best shopping street called Hamra” her eyes start widening as she went on about the Hamra street: “it used to be the best place to be in the entire Middle East region before the war started”. Nada went on and on talking about how international celebrities used to be photographed in Hamra Street, sipping their coffee in the famous multiple cafés all along the sidewalks.As she kept going on with her description, the place sounded better than the Champs Elysées. I was a little skeptical, and all I could think about was the name of the street: Hamra. Hamra means red in Arabic, and reminded me of blood. The bloody street wasn’t a pretty image in my head, especially that I heard on the news, the night before, that lot of random shooting took place on that street. So I said: “but Nada, Hamra street lost its good reputation years ago, didn’t you hear the news lately? West Beirut communities are having problem maintaining their internal security, because of the division among the militia”. “No, no” she said, “the shooting doesn’t happen every day”- hopefully it didn’t happen the day we were there- “Hamra street is back, especially after the complete destruction of downtown Beirut” and she concluded “Hamra is the IT place to be!”
She was right about downtown. Unfortunately the heart of Beirut, with stone paved old souks, had become a ghost town. In the sixties “Albalad”, the Arabic name for downtown Beirut, was the main commercial district, not only for the country but for the entire Middle East region, mainly because of its strategic location on the Mediterranean sea. When the war started, downtown became the landmark between East and West and a no-man’s land, where Christian and Muslims meet to fire at each other, for no obvious reason, just because they could.
That morning, Nada and I put an entire elaborated plan to go and conquer the West! We had to make more research about how to do it, and when was the best time to go. The timing had to be during those long cease-fires that both sides of the city enjoyed for days, sometimes for weeks, for months or for an entire season. But the lengths of cease-fires were unpredictable for us. We were just ordinary citizens who underwent other people’s plan of destruction, so how on earth could we know when the bombing were not going to start on our chosen day? So we decided to make it spontaneously, and to do it on one of the mornings when class was boring. The random choice of the day sounded, back then, like a very wise judgment. When it came to the how to get there, this was a bit of a challenge, but made the whole plan seem more attractive. With the help of other friends we soon found out the secret of Ali Baba’s door to the West.
After days of asking people around us, on how to cross the line to the other side of the city, we discovered the following: Civilian who wanted to cross from East to West Beirut had to use the Mathaf check point, famously known as the Mathaf Passage, and then cross the no-man’s land, which was a 10 minutes walk among debris and ruins. The passage was a narrow dirt road in the middle of what used to be a big main boulevard leading to old downtown. The travelers were asked to stay on the passage, because of the land mines planted on both side.
No one really explained to us what to expect once we reached the other side. But I imagined that it could be like a big wide door, that will lead us to the beautiful seaside, from where we could pass by the endless sand shore, and eventually arrive to Hamra street, where will see some celebrities.
I had no clue that the end of the passage was firmly protected by armed men from the opponent militia. I should have known better; if your city is under siege, the least you can do is to monitor who is showing up at your door.
Days went by and finally Nada and I set a date. Wednesday morning will be the day when we will go to West Beirut.
To be continued…read here part two: One day in 1985, in Beirut (part two)
Coming up:
“…The taxi driver looked quickly at us, and nodded.
In his mind, he was evaluating the circumstances that led us to go to this macabre place.
In fact, all he cared about, was to find the shortest and safest road to Mathaf. Also, he wanted to stay as far as possible from the range of visions of the snipers…”
It seems that you’ve been a naughty girl for a long time!
I will take it as a complement, thank you.
It sounds like a film to me. I was luckier and didn’t have to endure a war around me during my youth. I suppose people get used to all kinds of conditions and being a war must have become something so ordinary that you wouldn’t really notice it. I also have experienced that people get together when they are forced to oppose adverse circumstances… so now, I’ll wait for the next chapter to see what lay behind that checkpoint. Love
Amazing! Brings back memories! I was 10 when the war started and we stopped going to ‘Bain Militaire’ (or the ‘west’ period) after that. Seven years later, I joined AUB (main campus) as a Sociology major and had to cross every day to ‘the other side’. Can’t tell you how many hazards we had to overcome then!
In any case, these experiences shape us as human beings, whether for the best or the worst. They are part of us and, just as they shaped our childhoods, they did our identities and personalities…
Oh my God Nayla, your story is even better than mine. I had the chance to cross only 4 times to West Beirut, before they opened the borders, and I consider this as a heroic act.
But people like you who crossed it every day, this is real courage, and it is very impressive!!!
Thank you Nayla for sharing!
Thanks Mirella. These were difficult times, to say the least. I am sure every Lebanese has extraordinary stories to reflect upon…You do it with humour!!!
One thing Nayla, if you click on subscribe (on the right side of the page) you will add your email and will receive a notification every time I post a new article. It is very easy to do.
Thank you again for stopping by!
I tried, clicked on something………..not sure it worked, we’ll see. Told you Mirella, I’m not very talented when it comes to these new ‘feeds’…
Kisses to you
oh come on, you are very talented Nayla! and yes it is working, I checked it out and you are now subscribed to my blog. Which means that every time I post something new you will get a notification by email.
Take care my friend, and thank you a million!
Miro my God! you took me back years ago , u know what now that i think about it we were definitely crazy but i loved every single moment of joy and fear that we had that dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy both extreme emotions, it was a small tiny plan but for us it was like conquering the world, being on top of the world, and i miss those moments, and i miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
I just Thank God for the memories that we have coz without life would have no sense at allllllll
kisses for you and Jim hope to meet him one day
Plus i’m eager to read the rest yalla good luck it may be a start for publishing a book ….
You know Nada, I had so much fun writing this story, it is unbelievable! When I remember the wonderful time we had together it makes me feel good. Thanks to you I had the chance to do things I never have done alone. You are such a bon vivant and I love you for that! don’t ever change!
Mirella!!!!!!!! my goodness u took me back 25 yrs , and made me relive those moments.U have such an accurate way of describing the whole story and i will be looking fwd for part 2 .Don’t forget to mention how we used to go l’aqua with paty and me! we were all definitely crazy and yet happy .One thing for sure God really protected us and had His eyes upon us.Great job Mirella,you are writing the story like a pro.Keep on doing the good job.
Looking fwd for what’s ahead.
GBU,
Randa.
My dear Randa! thank you so much for your love and support, your comment is so touching and supportive.
It doesn’t surprise me that such a reaction is coming from you (even thought I didn’t mention you in my story) but you are always sensitive, sweet and loving. I am so lucky to have met you and Nada during that time. Take care my friend!
Mirella it’s fantastic! I remember you kept very well your secret!
You told me this story when you were back. At the moment i felt both admiration and fear!
I said to myself thanks god she didn’t tell me she was going there!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you my little sister Pato!
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This is fascinating! Reminds me of that Oscar Wilde line: “I like women with a past and men with a future.”
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You can really tell when someone has had an eventful life… it somehow shines through in their writing, gaze, smile and gestures. You should really consider writing a book sometime!
SO sweet of you to read my story Jade, and for wanting to know me better:)
With our stories, yours specially, we get closer to each other and we feel as if we’ve known each other for ever:)
I always think of writing a book about my life,( my previous tumultuous life, not the boring peaceful one I am living now:), but I am waiting for the right time.
Thanks Jade, you are soooooo sweet for reading my blog:)
Love you Beautiful lady!
Mirella
Now this is an interesting story to read Mirella. Very well written, and most enlightening about the adversity that you must have gone through as you were growing up there; Sheesh, all that and a new KFC to boot.
I finally got back on writing my ensuing study of the Sons of Enoch. Figured, the research would keep me out of trouble.
Thanks for a great site to come to, and a great story to read.
See you around bloggerville.
Thanks Paul for reading my story!
I am going on your blog now to read your new post Sons of Enoch.
Thanks for saying nice things about my blog
It is good to have you around!
Have a great day Paul.
Mirella
Hey, where’s the retweetme thingy …Oh well, I’ll try the one on another entry…but, this is a story that really needs to be tweeted.
I haven’t have discovered the tweet button when I published my stories and now I think it is too personal and probably doesn’t interest any one on Twitter
Thanks Paul.